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Cancer: The Long & The Short of It (1/27/2020)

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It's been a minute since I've written anything.   To be honest, it's been a minute since I've felt like being verbal.  I've spent the past couple of months feeling very introspective, in a "I don't want to talk," "I don't have the energy to analyze it," I just need to let this simmer" kind of way.   It felt like the right thing to do and so I just went with it.  But now I'm ready to close this chapter and move on.  However, to go forward, I have to go back a bit.   Here's what happened... I stumbled into 2019 feeling worn down and not myself. My #1 goal was to value myself enough to pursue better health to increase my quality of life.  It was a rough road.  I was constantly sick, missing work and even in the hospital a couple times throughout the first half of the year.   By the time June rolled around, I was in pain and vomiting all the time and exhausted from just getting out of bed.  I remember getting o...