In Loving Memory

 April 10th is a difficult day.  I wake with an ache in my heart. 

 I check in with my brother as I did yesterday and Monday, knowing he is feeling the empty and raw emotion too. 

 I will check in with mom later in the day to hopefully spare her the pain as long as I can, though I know it never actually leaves her and haunts her every breath. 

 I honor my dad by recalling my favorite things about him throughout the day as I can tolerate the memories.  For the memories are as sweet as they are bitter in knowing that they are all that I have left of him…memories. 

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